Below are the 8 most recent journal entries recorded in mr_b_fly's LiveJournal:

Wednesday, June 4th, 2008
12:35 pm	Another fine day in Paradice Mom is still in the hospital and it appears that she will remain there for at least another week or so. Time to start bracing for the idea that she may not walk out..... On the lighter side, biking to work is beginning to have a positive effect on my overall outlook on myself. Getting to work no longer hurts quite so much, doesn't take so long and I am actually arriving at work feeling energized--- how about that, all that stuff they say about exercise really works. More exercise, more biking, more fun. TTFN (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, June 2nd, 2008
9:33 pm	Rough Weekend Life was being a little rough. My mother called me up 930 Sat morning saying she had just gotten back from the hospital after having a mini stroke. What a way to start a Sat morning. She went back to the hospital later on Sat and I was called Sunday noon saying she had several more smaller events. Called up the office and said I was gone and would be back on Tuesday. Went to see her and found out that she is doing as well as could be expected. The hospital is doing all the appropriate tests but still can't pinpoint exactly what is causing the problems. Now its a wait and see what transpires in the next couple of days Current Mood: distressed (Comment on this)
Thursday, May 29th, 2008
7:52 pm	Its been a long time After a long absence from this place, it is time to put words to electronic paper. I had it all and then lost a good chunk of it. Now that I am working on regaining what I had, I have a whole new perspective on what my M/s life is about. Now I find myself frustrated in knowing what it is I need to do but now being consistent in the application of this knowledge. With all of the errors and problems that I have encountered, I am finding successes. A new arrangement for the bedroom. Finally have gotten the closet area organized to the point that the cage can be set up on a term basis. It slides nicely into the closet, leaving just small part outside and this gets nicely covered by the curtain that replaced the closet doors. Now the cage is being used again and I have rediscovered the enjoyment of seeing my slave asleep within it. A new addition to the room is a lovely headboard, bars curving between two upright posts. Several nicely spaced tie points and it looks great below a wrought work candle holder. Relearning skills and practices, learning new ones. I took my slave on a walk downtown last weekend. she had eye patch bandages on under a set of dark sunglasses, effectively blinding her. I took her walking a coffee shop, then to a bar where we had a few drinks and chatted with some of the patrons/staff therein. After the bar we went to an upscale eatery for calamari and Thai chicken wings. her sight was returned to her after we got home. It was a very intense experience for both of us, one that will be repeated again very soon. Much to rebuild, much to rebuild upon. Current Mood: thoughtful (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, July 7th, 2007
1:08 pm	Of Life and Learning It has been an amazing week for me. Both of my children were out of the house and I took the opportunity to explore a deeper Dominance with my slave. For three days she was collared and chained to the house. she was not permitted clothing nor ability to physically leave a very specific area of the house. During that three days slave had some very specific tasks to accomplish while I was at work and everyday that I came home, they had all been done and do a degree that I had not expected. I would come home and there she would be, kneeling on the floor, waiting to serve me my coffee and then to show me the accomplishments she had done for me. Over that three days I learned a lot of what it ment to be Master - the joys, the efforts involved and the rewards of knowing that what you were doing was right. For me, the biggest joy I received from that period was the dinner slave prepared for me and a few guests I had over. I came home to find the table laid out neatly, a separate table laid out beside it for slave to eat at (my friend brought his slave over and she sat with my slave), and everything ready to cook for supper. When my guests arrived, she greeting them both properly and supper was served. It filled me with great pride to watch as she served my guest as I had told her, then myself, then the other slave. she did not interrupt my meal, my drink was never empty, and my guest never once had to ask for anything. A huge feeling of peace and contentment settled over me and I enjoyed every bite of my dinner with a new appreciation for what I had. With great power comes great responsibility and great reward. Be well one and all Current Mood: rejuvenated (Comment on this)
Monday, April 10th, 2006
4:38 pm	One Year Later On Saturday night, I collared my slave. It was a simple ceremony at a friends apartment, an apartment filled with good people who have supported us over the past year. My slave and one of her friends spent the day perparing the food for after the ceremony. We were all showered with tarts, delicate cheese and shrimp puffs, asperigus wrapped in fillo, lox with roasted garlic and caviar, and brusetto wrapped roasted red peppers. A feast for the taste buds. We arrived at the apartment and my slave set to perparing the space. Simple and elegant was specified. I left, leaving my slave to her work. I came back an hour later to see the space transformed into the setting I desired. Candles and dark tulips adorned the apartment. Small glass beads were strewn here and there, giving a look of organized disorder. I was pleased with the effect of her work. My slave showered and dressed herself and then I placed the chains on my slave. I turned her around and locked her in a cage. She was left there, in plain view of anyone entering the room, to meditate on what was about to happen. The ceremony started with my slave, alone in a cage, wearing a simple shift and haveing her wrists and ankles chained and connected to her concideration collar. She was released from her cage by an attendant who then ripped her shift off. My slave walked toward me and then was asked if she was ready to have her concideration collar removed. I then cut it off, first at the ankles, then wrists and then the one link that held the collar around her neck. The whole mass of chain then fell to her feet, where it was left until the end of the cerimony. I pressed her down to her knees, for her to give me her vows. She presented me with a token of her devotion and I put it around my neck. I pulled out the collar and held it in front of her. I asked her if she was willing to accept it without reservations. Barely above a whisper she said yes. I locked the collar on her, made two small slices under her breasts and turned her to face our guests. I could not have asked for a better event, at any site. Current Mood: indescribable (7 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, April 5th, 2006
7:58 pm	Feelings Here it is, less than 72 hours until I publically collar my slave butterfly. All of months of thinking of the event, wondering how it will go off, how it will be recieved by our new friends, the worry, it will all come together on Saturday. I have learned much in this past year, who I am and what that means, both to me and the woman married 15 years ago. A new road has opened up for me to travel and I am looking forward to my new journey. butterflys are the delicate beautys of nature, delicate with the strenght of steel. she has given me her all, and through it all, she has grown stronger and more beautiful. And on Saturday, she will be mine Current Mood: jubilant (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, March 11th, 2006
2:32 pm	Where is my other 7% You are 93% dominant! Dominance is a personality trait that all of us have to some degree. Some people are just happier when they are the ones in control and they enjoy knowing people are following their lead. Others enjoy being guided, and enjoy letting others take charge. In a sexual/relationship context Dominants love the power they get from having a partner trust them enough to submit to their their will, and love using that power to please their partner, perhaps in ways their partner never expects. Submissive and dominant personality traits are part of everyone's natural make-up. You may be very submissive in the workplace or in being the head of your family, and yet still be dominant when it comes to relationship or sexual matters. If you scored very low you may want to take my test on submission, and may have already explored BDSM as a healthy outlet for your need to control and direct others. You can find out more about this topic at my site. My test tracked 1 variable How you compared to other people your age and gender: You scored higher than 98% on Dominance Link: The Are You A Born Dominant? Test written by subthoughts on Ok Cupid, home of the 32-Type Dating Test Current Mood: amused (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Friday, February 24th, 2006
6:30 am	Homecoming, my little anal slave You will not be plugged while waiting for me to arrive. The morning of my arrival, you will shower, be completly shaved and have given yourself a cleasing enema. After your enema, you will masterbate yourself with the small plug for 10 minutes.(ensure you use plenty of lube) Once you have finished that my little anal slave, you are to insert the medium plug and hold it for 10 minutes. While it is inserted, you are to have on a pair of tight panties and jeans. Remove it after 10 minutes and ensure both plugs are properly clean and put away. When you get ready to come and get me, you will dress in a medium length skirt, white blouse, white socks and flat shoes. You will have on a set of matching panties and bra. If it is cold and windy you are to wear leggings of some sort. While you are in the car the day of my arrival, you are to sit panties on the seat. While I am driving us home, you will open your skirt and slip one hand down into it and slowly masterbate yourself. The masterbation is not to be continuous, nor so heavy that the kids will notice. Ensure you have a coat or something to place over your lap. When we get home, you will get me my iced coffee. While I am drinking that you will go to the bathroom and prepare my shower. Turn the water on only when I have gotten into the room. You will wait in the bathroom, panties to your knees ass sitting on the tub edge, hands resting on your lap, eyes closed, mouth open. When my cock touches your lips, you will lick it as much as you can without moving your head. When you are given permission to suck, you will do so. When I have gotten into the shower, you will go to the garage. The futon will have proper sheets and blankets and pillows ready, as well as water and gatoraid, towels and aftercare snacks. You will remove all of your clothes, save bra and panties You will lube up the small plug and slowly work it in and out, getting my ass nicely open. You will then insert the small plug pull your panties up and sit on the turtle stool. Your hands will be on your lap, your eyes closed and mouth open. You will again lick without moving your head until you are given permission to suck. When I am ready for you, I will pick you up, move you to the futon, remove your bra and panties and unplug you. I will then bareback you. My cock will slowly move in, getting deeper and deeper until you are fully impaled on it, pinning you to the mattress. Once you are pinned I will begin to fuck you, moveing faster and faster until you beg me for release then I will say the words you need to hear "Cum for Master" Master Current Mood: horny (14 Comments |Comment on this)